My Mind (Stream of Consciousness): Trust

What are you so worried about?
I don’t know where my life is going.
What’s going to happen next.
And that not knowing scares me.
I don’t have security.
I don’t have something to hold on to.
But I don’t want to go back to what my life was before.
I was unhappy.
I need to trust. And have patience.
Two things I’ve always been bad at.
What’s the worse thing that could happen though? Really?
I die?
Highly unlikely.
But what’s so scary about that anyway?
I have to trust you God.
I do.
I have to stop trying to control everything.
Be patient and trust you.

-Sonja Jackson, OpenHeartTin

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