Here I Am

I’m learning to have faith
because I didn’t for a long time.
In God, in humans.
But I wanted to.
I want to.
I figured the only way for me to trust,
to have faith,
was to let go.
Let go of everything.
I was attached.
To him.
My job.
Security.
So I let God take over.
If that’s insane, so be it.
You know what’s insane?
Being unhappy.
Doing the same crap
over and over for years.
And going nowhere.
That’s insane.
That’s what I was doing.
Maybe I should try something different.
I haven’t been this way.
Let’s see where it goes.
Well,
here I am.
I’m going this way.

-Sonja Jackson, OpenHeartTin

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