But Then I Remember…

I’ve been a bit restless lately. And by restless I mean that fear within me has been stirred up. Sometimes I just want to go back to what I know. Working retail. Just let go and go back to that life. It’s security. I know what to expect. My hours are given to me. I work those hours and my pay is given to me. Work and go home. But then I remember, I was very unhappy, and the whole reason I’m doing this now is because of how unhappy I was.

But it’s when I’m restless, that I make a change. ‘Fight or flight’ has kicked in. Seriously though. There’s a quote I’ve seen on the internet by Elizabeth Gilbert (author of Eat, Pray, Love ) and she says, “I’ve never seen any life transformation that didn’t begin with the person in question finally getting tired of their own bullshit.” If that ain’t the truth. If I ever think about when I made a huge life change, it was when I was fed up with my current life. I was so fed up, I just jumped. “I don’t know what’s going to happen, but it’s got to be better than the life I’m living now” and then I jump. I think I’m at that point again. I know what I want to do. It’s taking that first step. Letting go of what other’s think. Sometimes we try, but the timing isn’t right and we need to try again.

So after saying all of that, I will be offering intuitive spiritual guidance/healing/mentoring via e-mail if anyone is interested. I will work on the pay options and once that is all done, I will let you know! I know I share a lot of this process, how I’m feeling and thinking and what I’m doing, but it’s kind of what I’ve been doing from the beginning. Sharing the process of how I’m healing and changing my life. It is possible.

Keep the faith.

-Sonja Jackson, OpenHeartTin

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