I can tell you're afraid.So am I.But the difference between you and me ---I'll walk into that shitstorm.You turn the other way. I can't chase after you anymore. -Sonja Jackson, OpenHeartTin
Chasing others for love. If there is anything I'm an expert at, it is that. You might not think so, because I've only been with one person romantically my entire life (who I chased practically the entire time we were involved). But I'm not just talking about lovers, I'm talking about people in general. Family, … Continue reading Chasing Others For Love
Ohh, I know your kind, that smile, those seductive eyes, you're a heartbreaker, aren't you? I've been fooled before with those eyes, 'Cause those eyes were just lies to pull me in --- Hypnotized. Gotcha. So don't take it the wrong way if I come in slow, It's just that I've seen that look before. … Continue reading Those Eyes
A Spiritual Healing Journey: Poetry & Prose Sonja Jackson, OpenHeartTin How do we heal? How do we open our heart? By patiently and gently giving the love we want from others to ourselves. <God's love> Contents 1. Here I Am 2. Perfect (My Younger Self) 3. Reminded Me Of You 4. I Didn't Want … Continue reading A Spiritual Healing Journey: Poetry & Prose
I want someone who will be there I want someone who shows they care I force it on you And expect you to pull through But maybe, maybe you can't Maybe you're dealing with too much inside Maybe you don't want me to see what you hide Maybe you think you have to do it … Continue reading I Could Be What You Never Were
I started this blog about a year and a half ago. December 2016. It was about two weeks before I quit my job and a month before I stopped talking to my ex. I figured the only way for me to move on from him was to just stop talking. We separated four years ago, … Continue reading Reflecting On The Past Year
When we resist change, it’s called suffering. But when we completely let go and not struggle against it, when we can embrace the groundlessness of our situation and relax into its dynamic quality, that’s called enlightenment, or awakening to our true nature, to our fundamental goodness. Another word for this is freedom…” – Pema Chodron … Continue reading He Has A Girlfriend
I always knew if you did not change I'd have to let you go Our ways of being, our morals, were nowhere near the same I think that's why I tried to "fix" you I loved you, I didn't want you gone, but I could not be around someone who treated women the way you did, … Continue reading I’m One Too Or Did You Forget?